Trying to beat a f***ing bad mood

No much pleased with my life or the way it's going. Stuck in a f***ing place, disappointed I am, irritated I am. O Lord, why all these miseries. Not that am one that would cry and fall on my knees, but then I badly need someone in my life to sound the bugle. And for that well, there seems little hope with me going deaf hearing to 'Disturbed' at the maximum volume which make me wanting a new powerful pair of headphone that can just blow off every bit of bloody nonsense out of my mind. I want to be myself, no more losing, no useless strings attached. As for now I go deaf, for that way I won't go through any more of sarcasm. So do my eyes will sleep forever with me someday levitating me from all this pain and trouble that's strangling me. Living on the edge is one thing, living on a single strand is another. Hatefulness filled heart of mine going through dark times. Yeah... BRING IT ON!!!!

Azaz Ahmed
ME
Jorhat Engineering College