AESTHETICS IN THE LIVING.
A perception of mine, of art and of the life around
Insta Me
Wednesday, August 10, 2016
Disinterested
Sunday, July 03, 2016
Miracles, they happen
Saturday, June 11, 2016
Diving into
Friday, March 25, 2016
Health Concern
Concerned I am for myself. It'd been 10 months or more since I left the gym and I see the deterioration in the progression with each passing day. Losing muscles I am, for now everything I need to carry seems heavy be it a bucket of water or the gas cylinder. And adding to it is the slowly bulging waistline and falling chest.
Monday, March 21, 2016
Falling to death
How low you be O' life for what you've come upon, left the dearness in you. Are you the lowest low or yet going is this fall to the discouraging depths of shame and disgust. Depths designed to kill my hopes of trying to rise, is where am destined to it seems.
Losing, or maybe stabbed on the back bleeding a slow death I am. And this great fall. Already a bleeding heart, to life I plead for may this fall close my eyes and death embrace me.
Saturday, February 13, 2016
Another irritating day tomorrow
Wednesday, February 03, 2016
The flag of defeat
Saturday, January 30, 2016
Turn a new leaf when the book is over!
Friday, January 01, 2016
Fitness in me
Friday, December 11, 2015
Cycling
Thursday, November 26, 2015
Devouring
An allegorical novella by someone who is known for his dystopian satire and sarcasm is just the right thing for me to devour right now. Nothing else, I got hold of the 'Animal Farm' by George Orwell.
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
A conversation with Failure
Just another day, am up and I have a visitor of the past knocking down my door. Failure has been knocking on my door competing with opportunity on a day to day basis.
Failure, I met you uncountable times, yet you forget my name. Here you are yet again to humble me, but let you know that the stubborn mind I own, I don't ever give up.
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Irritating start
Not that I hate kids, but a lot of them I find irritating. From useless demands to screaming and shouting, and that too when he is sitting next to you with his father trying to cross into your territory in a bus, you have less options other than closing your eyes and strangling him in your imagination.
Little dirty monster, ratings chips and fruit drinks and spreading the left over all around the bus floor.
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Unable to get on track
The biggest problem am facing right now is my inability to get my life on track. And most importantly, follow a proper standard routine.
Study and sports were my top priorities in school days and somehow I let it loose with age. The Delhi drama is what I feel, the culprit behind the negative slope of life.
Life is bad, and am becoming fat. Yes, you heard it right - big, fat and probably ugly. The habit of competing with the sun to get up early and then competing with myself for that extra 200 m everyday improving myself, the struggle to lift that extra kg more than yesterday, I miss myself.
Hard to believe that I am lying uselessly and feeling guilt due procrastination! The same guy, who never had the time to think of such. The active healthy life is very badly replaced by this deleterious routine.
I need to change a few habits here and there, get up early, go for a run, start lifting, study hard and most importantly I need to start earning some real money.
Life.. Life... I don't ask for a lot, but just a little ignition energy, a little push to overcome this static friction.
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Lost strings
In Namrup right now and all I can say is that the place ain't the same it used to be. Things have changed, so are the people. Not at all feeling connected to this place. Skipped visiting my school, skipped meeting teachers and all that is surrounding me is the strange eerie voices calling beneath golden hours of past, buried deep.
The lanes, passing through where I grew suddenly became stranger to me, so do the blue sky. This surely ain't the place it used to be. Namrup lost the glory and simplicity it'd.